another case of in-fucking-somnia, it's been like 3-4 days without cough syrup and i can't get a proper sleep without a few push-ups.

i regret that i didn't commit a crime, what are the odds? a bad person has to have a rep on his head right? damn...now it's too late, i can't steal cause i swore never to do it again since secondary after getting caught, neither can i rape i mean WHY WOULD I RAPE? i think it's the most immoral thing to do to a girl and i'll never disrespect a girl even if my life depends on it, the only thing left is to kill and i've had a few people in mind, but then again...i can't bear to end their lives without torturing them, sorry take that back, there's no point in killing them when their life's are worthy of dogs, i love dogs they 're cute, bah..forget about the bad things, i'll never be a bad person at least FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE! and of course singapore condemn such people so far as to give a life for life sentence...

i'm really bored, i've told the girl i like about my feelings and she got shocked till it's so awkward to chat with her...i've completely gave up and i believe she deserves better than someone like me, who does bad things for the sake of being bad...but seriously i don't recall doing anything bad the last time since i broke someone's ..... all i can do now is to rot at home blasting metal of course and wait for school to start, or i can go back to work and socialize more while earning some extra bucks to spend on clothes or arcade i think i might be a workaholic(NOT!) , too bad i ain't got the chance to spend on a girl, and no! i don't like clubbing cause the one reason is no moshing and there's no metal,i always get myself drunk 1 hour after reaching there cause i need that high, it's not that i am a poor drinker but i'm more into getting the high, when you're high you can just about do anything so far to even chat up on some random girls, ahhh the effects of alcohol is wonderful...i might buy a 6 pack later and drink while watching soccer and doing push-ups...maybe snack on a few babies...but then clubbing sucks when you're bored there...although there's booze

i'm just shooting random stuff in this post as always cause i basically have nothing that is logical to share, oh if only i was still in church, i'll happily quote whatever bible verses like my other friend did, at least he got something to write ain't it? but that only goes to show how far he was brainwashed, to the fact that even every single thing and decision has to go through GOD first, i mean what if his wife asked him for a baby? he goes down on his knees and prays and asks god for permission and even ask advice on how to actually go through the process, his wife might be freaked out(or maybe she might pray with him) and the sexual tension is gone! another senseless bullshit by me again...i don't hate christians....seriously

man i don't know what to do, i just wanna lay back and sip on some cold beer while headbanging to metal with my head bangers(i don't have any friends close to me who are into metal as much as i do, i can only find them online somewhere across the globe), a few smokes and NO COUGH SYRUP!...

man it's days like this when i just write random shit for the sake of getting to read and laugh about it in the future...think about the last few years...all the crap i wrote was hilarious, doesn't even makes sense...i'm comical as usual

posted by GORGE @ 7:13 AM